31 December, 2012

He forgot all his promises and returned to his vices.
It made her sick.
And it left her all alone
And so she starts to question him about his sincerity.
He gets annoyed.
And they argue
He thinks ” What is there to question about? I’ve always been sincere!”
And yet, she is not satisfied. She knows that there is something wrong.
But he never answers her directly. And her questions are always pushed to “the next time”
And she hated it.

16 December, 2012

Who do u love?

Those silly hearts you draw on the back of your notebook.

Those late night phone calls.

Those sweet texts he send to you that makes you smile like a goat.

Those times when you smile with no apparent reason while on your way home.

Those nights when you can’t fall asleep because you had a fight

Those days when you miss talking to him.

Those times when you get jealous easily.

Those moments when you want him by your side.


09 September, 2012

当男人不爱的时候


當男人不愛女人,
他回复的時間,會愈來愈長,通電話的時間,則愈來愈短。

不管自己做錯還是做對,都不會道歉。

他最常說的話不是「我愛你」,而是沉默。

她向他訴苦,他總是說:「這是你的事,要自己解決。」

他連打她罵她的氣力也不想花。

他未必立即離開她,直至他的新目標出現。

常对你发脾气

心里话不会再对你说

对你的关心不见了










08 September, 2012

其实我多么依恋……

 有时候,我们故意装着很冷漠,只是不想让对方知道我们依恋着他。

  电话铃声响起,我们明知道是他打来,也故意在心里数十下才拿起电话筒。我不要他知道我一直坐在电话机旁边等候。拿起电话筒,我们只是装着很平淡的说:

  “你找我有事吗?”

  其实,我多么依恋你的声音。

  见不到你的时候,我整天想着你,好想扑在你怀里。见到面的时候,我只是把两只手放在身后,规规矩矩的站在你面前。你一定觉得我是个没什么感情的人。

  其实,我多么依恋你。

 我好想听你说话,好想知道更多关于你的事

当你还没说再见的时候,我却抢先跟你说:

  “再见。”


  下一次,当你觉得我很冷漠的时候,你会否明白那是因为我在乎?

06 September, 2012

I want to learn

People always have the time of depression, because of a person or one thing, which makes people get a long time to remember. Depressed mood, not only affect the life, but also affect your work. When you are being plagued by some issues, you can try to put the following method to do, maybe it will give you some help.

First, shift your attention.
When people's emotions at a low mood, affecting their interest to do things. They always think about the sad things. Therefore, in order to get rid of that feeing, first of all, you should try your best to ignore those issues, to divert attention. Sometimes, people cannot change something that has already become truth. The thing we only can do to adapt the world and face reality. There's a saying goes that survival of the fittest in natural selection.
Don't always satisfied with the real life; don't always go to comparisons with others. Your life should have your wonderful idea. Sometimes life is not happy with a lot of money.

Second, learn to tolerance.
Tolerance is a virtue, is the salvation of people make mistakes, and also is sublimation for their spiritual. Don't always consider someone how to offend you, causing how much damage or loss. Think of whether is worth to you so angry. He is deliberate or unintentional? Give the other party a chance, is also give ourselves a chance. For some people, to forgive, this is far more effective than punishment. Don't be too harsh on people, everyone have the time to make mistakes.

Three, content is better than riches.
Life is full of joys and sorrows, which we cannot avoid. Pain can make people decadent, and also inspire people to fight. It temple people's will, so that people will not easily be down.
Pursuit of the perfect life is everyone's dream. However, does this perfection really exist? Do you think it is worth to spend all the time to pursuit of that prefect moment?
Everyone has weaknesses, everything has its drawbacks. We should first to see the bright side, don't stare in the eyes of the ugly aspects, thus you never find happiness and never have a good mood.

17 August, 2012

原来

藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去过去勇气
好过和你冷战退击
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
时间久了会变勇敢的

你慢慢出走
我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
但伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看看懦弱住前走怕坠落

或许

两个人在一起,当痛苦大于幸福时,总会选择离开的,毕竟人始终追求的是幸福,我也很想得到幸福。





03 August, 2012

What i néed is u needing me

Yes I'm struggling
Now

What i feel fatigued
Exshausted
Extremely tired
.


I'm
Not a robot , I have feelings .
And it's hard for me.



I’m gonna like, go to sleep now. (if i could)
And never wake up
Maybe kill myself, you know, the usual.

Oh yea i should believe nothing and
Trust
No one.



我在这里

我没有预备足够的眼泪离开你



我没这勇气

因为我从没想过


所以

我随时

我现在

由空垂直的坠落


让它一次过痛得彻底


才发现

原来

我没有预备受伤的勇气去爱你




19 July, 2012

假装

感情的事基本上没有谁对谁错,他要离开你,总是你有什么地方不能令他满足,回头想想过去在一起的日子,总是美好的。



告诉我都不是真的

我假装无所谓,告诉我自己,我那么的坚强,我可以承受一切的。可是,当我被遗忘在角落的时候,我才发现,我输不起,我会害怕。那些凌乱的思绪,再也整理不好了

你知道吗

我不想把悲伤揉到骨子里,可是我连血液都悲伤。

每一寸肌肤,每一滴血液,每一个呼吸……

除了悲伤,还是悲伤,贯穿全身。

我记得,我曾的笑多么没心没肺。哪怕身边很多人我也不顾及。

我记得,我曾大大咧咧。哪怕我一点都不像个女孩子。

我记得,我曾对什么那么热情。哪怕有点过头了。

我记得,那些也只是曾经。

现在的我,平淡的没有一丝情绪。

我又开始躲藏,我不发一条说说,不说一句心情

不是没有话,而是真的不知道要如何表达。

我又开始躲藏,在自己的世界里看人情冷暖、世态炎凉。

其实,一切都像如人饮水,冷暖自知。

我又开始躲藏,这次不像往常。

以前熬不过一天,现在感觉我能安静的呆好久好久。

我又开始躲藏,藏在自己的世界里。


看似把自己保护的很好,其实我知道骗了所有人没有骗过自己。

告诉我

除了你, 每人真正了解我
对你隐藏的脆弱 我的堕落
快告诉我,你还爱我。。

愛情会腐朽


她非常想念 愛人的溫柔

雙手反鎖禁閉 割斷宇宙呼喊訊息
深埋土裡被剝奪的能力 
 
在愛人的氣息裡 血腥的紅色最甜蜜

我需要休息 我需要煽動的潮汐

失去意志肯定
此刻海洋失去唯一的魚
 殘破的太陽升起

我需要休息 我需要安靜的舉行
我需要逃避 攤開你的手讓我死在你懷裡

美麗會凋零 泥土埋葬森林
美麗會凋零 腐朽 我的愛情

20 June, 2012

5

我难过我的难过,你继续你的执着。

变了

一个人在空房间等待
想念//孤单

换来的却是 虚伪残酷的话

你再 也不心疼我的眼泪

19 June, 2012

4

不要让那个喜欢你的人,撕心裂肺地为你哭那么一次。 因为,你能把他伤害到那个样子的机会,只有一次。 那一次以后,你就从, 不可或缺的人, 变成, 可有可无的人了。 即使,他还爱你,可是,总有一些,真的东西改变了

3

悲伤的最高境界不是死亡,
是极端,变态.残酷的想法...
是一个人走自己一个人的路,用淡泊的心去思考,去看喧嚣的世界,用文字把孤单流露
 是不理智,是不知道怎么挽回,是不知道如何去爱

2

 打开窗 是相同的阳光 然而感觉不一样 你不在身旁 世界都空荡荡 我和我自己对画 关上窗 失眠一如往常 答应过你要坚强 沉默的电话 冷清的双人床 寂寞不就是这样

1

我沒有比其他人強悍 這沒有什麼好隱瞞 淚水和你一樣燙 也會有心慌 只是不代表我要對人講。

11 May, 2012

我们心里想要过的生活
我们想要成为的那种人
能不能不被别人的期待扭曲?
符合别人的期望也不见的就会是完满的人生
大家都只在别人的身上看到自己没有的那个 被放大 悲剧化的某个部份...

我们能不能由远到近去看这样的一个城市中的群体生活
让自己有更多自由和快乐的空间
也给别人这样的生存空间

10 May, 2012

城堡

九岁我认识了绝望,结束了童年,开始寻找生活的出口。时间从此流动开了。

时间越流越快,直到我长大,成为“风的时间”。我却只能无所事事,任时光飞速流动,

我依然在寻找生活的出口。
让我们为这样的生活哭泣,如果你哭不出来,不要惊慌,我不会嘲笑你。
从哭泣到哭泣,我们似乎没有变化,成长是虚妄的。这是一个凝滞的景象,
天空依然壮美,你在地上依然惨绝人寰。

09 May, 2012

No title

   这个世界上的人都在用自己的理解和方式实践着爱情,可是哪个是对的,哪个是好的,任何人都无法断定和辨清。然而,不管什么样的爱情都会让人类的生活更真实,更有存在感,甚至是决定一个人的命运的偶然之神。偶然遇见一个人,发生了爱情,路途便不再一样。这是爱情的奇妙之处。

27 April, 2012

Truth

Sometimes it’s the truth you’ve been trying not to face. Or the truth that will change your life. Sometimes it’s the truth that’s a long time coming. Or the truth you prayed would never see the light of day. Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would. But they linger long after they’ve been said. But the kind of truth I’m most thankful for? The one you never see coming. That falls right into your lap.

04 April, 2012

falling head over heels

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can LOVE LIKE CRAZY and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? FORGET YOUR HEAD AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. I'm not hearing any heart. RUN THE RISK, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because IF YOU HAVEN'T TRIED,YOU HAVEN'T LIVED

31 March, 2012

十条约定。


请耐心的听我说。

相信我,像是我信赖你一样。

经常带我玩。

也不要忘了我内心的想法。

不要打我,要是真的打一定是我赢。

如果我不听你的话,那是有理由的。

你既有学校也有朋友,可是我只有你。

当我老了的时候,请好好的对待我。

我只能活10年左右,所以请好好珍惜我们在一起的时间。

我不会忘记跟你生活过的时间的,当我死去的时候,拜托你,请守候在我身边。

22 March, 2012

快乐与不快乐是一回事


上帝分给每个人的快乐与不幸都是一样多,没有人总会遇到快乐的事,也没有人会永远遇到不快乐的事情。快乐的人总是选择记得快乐的事,把不快乐的事情忘掉。不幸的人则相反,觉得人生对他不公平,总是记住不快乐的事,快乐就会这样渐渐被你自己抛弃。




其实,每个人心底都有一个快乐的定义、一种自身的局限,懂得快乐的人,是要的多也是什么都可以不要的人,因为他是知足的,他已经找到他想要的 东西,他也明白凡事不一定要有一个令人满意的结局,只愿把一切平淡的与不快乐的,都在心上投射,都当作一种必然就可以了。毕竟,快乐只是我们人生中用来锦 上添花的东西。

07 March, 2012

可以好的


我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
寂寞感冒全都可以好的

23 February, 2012

所谓 命运

在大哭了一场过后,我发现我竟然不满意所有在我生活中出现的人和事物。
尤其不满意的,是我自己。

我感到深深深深的无奈和厌弃。

但是当狠狠发泄过情绪过后, 我发现我还是得继续坐在这里,继续生活下去,就算我哭肿了眼睛,也依然什么也改变不了。

而且当我站起身走出门去,当看到暴露在阳光下的那些没精打采的面 孔,我依然要面容完好地去面对那些我讨厌的人。

这没办法。
除非你是个疯子你才能做你想做的一切事情,
你没办法改变这个世界,于是你只能想方设法 改变你自己。
当你连对你自己都厌烦透顶的时候,你能做的也不过是杀了自己而已。
或者你可以假装一切都没发生过,你从来没有讨厌过这个世界,
你也从来没有对 生活报以过希望和产生过质疑,
你只不过和大家一样好好地生活着逆来顺受接受着一切,仅此而已。 


02 February, 2012

imy

还没忘了你 这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗
是否不愉快
要一切都看得开
世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
连着你 牵着你
好想你 想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛 你在这里
别忘记 我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
不要忘了吃饭 不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边
但我在你心里面
我愿意 等着你
我好想你 想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气 没有关系
你别忘记 我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
我也一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你


19 January, 2012

I never thought

I haven't known you very long
but that's not the way I feel;
I've told you all about me
I have nothing to conceal.
What I say may sound silly now
but you'll find it to be true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.
You are my new beginning,
you're the door to life beyond;
you're all that I could ever want
or ever need to carry on.
You're the future I have dreamed of,
you're a new and brighter day;
with you, there is no looking back,
the past can fade away.
Though I haven't known you very long
you'll find all I've said is true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.